A Spectator To My Own Demise

In the calmness, I find a spark
The spark my heart awaits
Starting a burn so slow it aches
Silently building towards an immense explosion
My heart into a billion stars

I can never really stop it
It’s a given conclusion
That I will get curious and will get burned
Immobile amidst the exhalation
My downfall from your breath

In the end, I can only stand and watch
Hypnotized
While my heart cradles the fatal light
Deluded by the awareness
That for a while, I felt alive